Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it’s breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you’ll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You’ll see the sun come shining through for you



Go sing, too loud
Make your voice break- Sing it out
Go scream, do shout
Make an earthquake…

You wish fire would die and turn colder
You wish your love could see you grow older
We should always know that we can do anything

Go drum, do proud
Make your hands ache – Play it out
Go march through crowd
Make your day break…

You wish silence released massive tremors
You wish, I know it, surrender to summers
We should always know that we can do everything

Go do, you’ll learn to
Just let yourself, fall into landslide

Go do, you’ll learn to
Just let yourself, give into low tide

Go do!

Tie strings to clouds
Make your own lake – Let it flow
Throw seeds to sprout
Make your own break – Let them grow

Let them grow (Endless summers)
Let them grow (Endless summers)

(Go do endless summers)

You wish surprise, will never stop wonders
You wish sunrise, will never fall under

You wish surprise, will never stop wonders
You wish sunrise, will never fall under
We should always know that we can do everything

by Jonsi


(I haven’t blogged anything since late 2011, and now in the middle of 2013, I feel joy bubbly up inside me, for what Life has given me so far. This song is always invigorating, as if sunshine feels my Heart. I hope it would give you the same feeling too.)

Hola, Que tal?

Muy bien, gracias. Me llamo Ayu. Donde es Indonesia, vivo en Jakarta. Soy escritora y disenadora grafico.

I take Spanish language course starting this week at LBI UI – Salemba. Yay! I’m so excited! The class is twice a week every Tuesday and Thursday. Carlos is my teacher. He comes from Granada, Spain and has been living in Indonesia for 10 years. He always speaks Spanish in our class whether we understand it or not (he speaks Bahasa fluently, tho). He said it will make our ears familiar with the language. I do like the way we’re guessing what he’s saying by listening to the intonation and some familiar words. Sometime we quite understood what he meant, yet unable to reply back because we didn’t know how to answer in Spanish.

Years ago, I have learned Spanish for only 1 term (3 months). All I got from the previous course is I’m familiar with the language and understand a little but couldn’t speak it, haha…  Now, I want to learn it from scratch the way I learned English. I remember the first time learning English back in my junior high days. I was so excited and enthusiastic about it. I still do now and it feels good. This time I will make myself able to speak or write Spanish fluently. Hasta pronto!

New Home. New Hope.

Hey All,
Welcome to my new ‘blog’ home. After having this domain for 2 years (and haven’t done anything about it), I finally decided to get a webhost. Supported and assisted by my dear friend, Avianto, I finally set up this website. Though some updating still be needed for finishing touch, now I present it to the world.

With the coming year 2009, I put forward the hopes and positivies in life. Life has been good providing us chances. It’s time to grab those chances and make them meaningful. Beside the regular, I will post my film reviews and other writings. These writings might have been published in magazine or solely mean for review. They are possibly done in Bahasa because I don’t want to ruin the exact meaning of the languange when I wrote them. So, from now on, you will see my blog will have postings in bilingual.

Do… or do not. There is no try. – Yoda

I hope you enjoy reading my new blog.